LOVES~

2010-10-17T20:30:00.011+08:00

Had my fringe cut & hair dyed.

Sleeping like one log

Thats our cruise & the ocean-like sea.

Let it be this way.

Came back from Leisure World after 2 days 1 night w J. he was so generous to give the casino 200 bucks or probably more, blame it all on his "gd" luck. lol im like his lucky star, thanks to me we did nt cme back empty handed *laugh its a gd experience and ive to say its addictive. onces you win more, you get greedy and wants to win even more. its a bad bad sign. we kept hopping to other machines once we gt enuff cash from it. hehee its really smth we learnt otherwise, you'd really end up losing everything. anw, days spent w him were awesome .. where things are just the same like be4. nth could feels better than he warm me up with his cuddle when i'm shivering w cold :) he's more than a friend, just like a lover.

im so lazy to even move my butt right nw. it feels gd spending sunday without doing nth, just lying on my cosy bed. alright, its time to get my butt up to do smth productive.

& on this very 17th, it could be our 44th.

xo

2010-09-11T02:56:00.004+08:00

|Confused|

Busy busy wks. and yay, im off today!

Just a simple update from the start of Sep till nw:

-Went to USS. had great day @ there, totally worth going!
-Dined w Tricia & Alvin @ PS Cafe. amazed by the nice ambience. supposed to meet J but he disappointed me by nt turning up in the end
- Had a short catch up w Pris!
- Met up w Jason for dinner
- Met up w Deroy. was supposed to catch Resident Evil: Afterlife but was all filling fast or sold out :( gonna make an online booking nx time.

going for eyebrow embroidery touch up tmr, like finally.

I dont like it fast in this way. so, move slow and i'll follow.

2010-08-29T02:26:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday Dad.

Went to pray dad today. its been awhile since i last prayed him. too many things to tell, i hope he can knw them all. anw, its my first time meeting up w Michael ytd. surprisingly, he shared alot of his personal and internal stuff w me. so, i guessed he must really trust me alot uh. laugh* hopefully he can do well in his movie film :) had supper @ thomson w Deroy on one of e days. had sudden crave for waffle ice-cream but all closed and we had ice-cream cake instead. i think ive almost cured my bike phobia but its still kinda scary tho', like im gonna fly away anytime.

Work task is easy to handle and thus most of the time, im busy acting busy. Just one prob, im late for work almost everyday fuckkk. i gotta kick this bad habit before boss kicks me outta e company like srsly. i knw she aint easy person and thats what alot of pple told me before i came to 6th floor. she has even decided to put a cctv just to check on me ?!?! okie, i felt insulted. she could have given me first warning right? but no. if thats e case, i guessed my days are numbered. oh well .. let's see hw things goes

2010-08-22T16:27:00.005+08:00

Prove it to me

I appreciated e lil' effort by bringing me to e beautiful bridge which is quite a long distance as tho' we were climbing up e hills, i wore e big foot size slipper of urs while you walked w bare foot from e beginning till the end without saying a single word. but happy moment wont last
what if im tired and quit this love game one day. will you hold me back if im gone for real ?
things are unpredictable and perhaps im fickle.i feel that i've changed, changed to someone i dunno who

2010-08-17T01:29:00.003+08:00

Only we knw.

its complex and no one can understand the way we handle things. it doesnt matter cause i owe no one explanation. i do things e way i want. i'd even give my all to get e things i want. thats e way i am. im sick of guys who try to control me when they're simply just a friend of mine. dont cross e line even if you're a close friend of mine. this will just annoy me further. get jealous for all i care srsly. just take it or leave it

2010-08-09T19:37:00.009+08:00

credits to devine :)

2010-08-09T19:33:00.006+08:00

Pretend that you're nt e only one

so whats nw? i was in a mess. i tried to find back the lost feelings when J sent me those mms but alot of doubts came into my mind. it moved me yet i felt the ache in every single inch of my heart. there are many things he couldnt give but only one thing, the indescribable and unconditional love. but he can nvr knw hw much i need him to be there when i need him most. im afraid history might repeat. Sometimes i wish things werent so complicated, everything would be alright.

headed to town to catch up w dearie & kph ytd. sakae sushi > express pedi & medi > shop > dim sum > durians & boon lay ave to find J. i just spent too much ytd so im keeping my broke ass at hme right nw. alright, im just plain lazy to move my big fat ass.

2010-07-25T02:27:00.002+08:00

When nothing really matters anymore

Went PH to celebrate Stanley's bdae ytd. nt a very gd gd night tho'
anw, catch up w ryan & keong the other day. nice catching up w them. i wanna go fishing w them soon. keong, take note if you're seeing this !! :)

feel so drained whenever i think of mon is reaching and wkends is so far away z
nw i knw, its tiring to work 8 hrs every single day.

2010-07-17T16:16:00.002+08:00

I cant read your mind, anymore.

It was supposed to be my last day of work @ Ipp ytd. belle suggested me to convert from temp to perm as admin assistant. i casually agreed w it since im tired of going to interviews and have to wait for their damn phone calls for several days(which some may nt even call, thats the thing). i might as well take this chance to gain some experiences and see if im really up for this job during this three mths probation. at the same time, i make sure i'll do well and ask for higher pay after my probation ends :) im glad that i'll be transferred to another side as i knw some bitches there doesnt even like me, fuck them srsly. alright, i ate mac almost everyday during my first few days of work cause im nt familiar w the place there x_x thankfully, i knw some nice guy colleagues who brought me ard tanjong pagar for good food. its really dam niceee. i hope i wont get sick of it soon hehee.

accompanied ah cai to night festival @ town. peranakan museum> smu> national museum. there was nth much to see actually. i wondered what was so interesting abt it. caught a 15 mins performance and i had no idea what was going on. z abandoned him and went to look for lester & wilson. cabbed to wcp to have supper @ mac. will prolly meet tim & co for singing session tonight tho' im so reluctant lol

i wish i could still be the one whom you can share your woes to.

2010-07-16T10:12:00.003+08:00

We've made it clear. it ended, really ended. im glad that he finally made up his mind of what he actually wants and no longer lost. i'll be alright, i will be. im trying to take one step forward and not two steps backward. i knw i can, just gimme some time ...

2010-07-15T23:51:00.009+08:00

I choose to breakaway.
maybe its my intuition that tells me things arent that simple.
and i dont wish to keep it hanging high and dry. the feeling's tormenting.
i dont wish things to turn out this way, trust me.
it hurts me so badly.
i let my emotional took over me when everything ard me just reminds me of you.
i tried to keep myself busy just to avoid myself from thinking abt it, its aint easy.
perhaps, im too egotism. its too late to salvage everything even if i could.
well afterall, i nvr regret having this three yrs r/s of ours.
undoubtly, this is the best out of every r/s that i've ever been through.
i believe, what's mine will eventually be mine. i'll be fine, soon.
i've met the worst, so what's this? :)
im learning to adapt single life style :) no worries, no nothing. living a world of my own.
own no one explanation. do things the way i like. wants entertainment and enjoyment.
i guess overtime, i'll get used to it.

but i've to say, i miss you still

2010-05-11T00:28:00.005+08:00

knocked out !

Giving bdae kiss* aww.

tricia got me this *roll eyes* hahaha

I can resist everything except temptation.

Celebrated Alvin's bday @ vincent's. his parents are so good. prepared food and allowed us to held a party for A @ their hse. he was sooo drunk until he saw tricia appeared in front of him. HAHA. had a great time :) ah. im so gonna get a new job soonnnnnn. i know what im going to work next. hehee dam excited tho cannot guarantee that i confirm get in it.

till then.

2010-04-30T16:54:00.009+08:00

Silent, Scream.

What a long day @ work. fuckkkk. earlier on, syah entertained me for e past two hrs. now, there's no one else whom i can turn to. sometimes, it keeps me ponders how true a friendship can be. whenever e person needs you, you'd be right there for him/her. how about e otherwise? its abit sad but this is, reality. for those who is true, i can tell very clearly. but my heart somehow sinks when it happens to be my closer friend of all or should i say once a closer one? i keep telling myself "treat people like how they treat you." so now, i couldnt care less anymore. this would probably be e wise choice.

next tues will mark e last day of work @ holland v. so far, so good. boss treats me well. i could say its the best job ever. she'd leave her wireless thingy for me to surf net, sometimes bought bread for me, take off whenever i want to & plenty more. i can even kiao kah like nobody biz down here. alrightyyy, gonna job hunting very soon.
waiting for the time to pass fasttttttt nao. meeting alvin, tricia & J later for ipman2 & supper! tmr is the day im waiting for but im gonna catch iron man2 as promised. so gonna skip club. booo :(

2010-04-14T19:13:00.010+08:00

Bored @ work:

e scenery from J's. its a heart shaped cloud above.

my name :) a beautiful art piece(which took only 5-10 mins to complete!) which J's mum got it for me @ China.
its been long since i last ate medicine. ew
SPF 20 protection, corrects complextion w natural coverage, replenishes skin w nutrient & reduce fine lines. nt that bad!

Good grief.

I woke up in tears from a bad dream @ fuggin' 8:45am this mornin'. This' my first time experiencing such thing. the feeling's miserable tho' i clearly knew that its not real @ all.
celebrated J's dad bdae ytd, had steamboat @ thomson. few days ago, i had chest muscle pain & breathing difficulty, bro immediately brought me to the clinic. i tot its my heart pain or wadsoever so im gonna drop dead anytime soon. but thanks god. im still aliveeee !

gonna celebrate syah's belated this coming sat.
:)

felix got me a bubble tea & made me a heartshape note
while
james got me a frolick a moment ago.

my jealousy bf's gonna be unhappy nao. hahaha

2010-04-07T23:45:00.002+08:00

Just my luck.

Wed: holland v- dined @ boon tong kee(balestier) with J's family.
Thurs: holland v- J picked me up- caught "Clash of The Titans" with his family. superb!
Fri: pray dad
Sat: holland v- town with J & alvin.
Sun: Chill @ J's.
Mon: holland v
tues: holland v
Today: Rp & town with kph.

spot the similarity.
thats right, im always stuck @ holland v!
well, im just sits on my arse all day.
but still, im getting sick of it each day.

now, im no longer lost. i know what to do next :)
thanks love for being here with me.
♥
you make me smile so silly in front of the com right nw.

2010-03-29T01:12:00.007+08:00

damn joke.

jiao bin couple.
abusive girlfriend. lol
poor alvin

Feeling like a butterfly.

Waited for Tricia to knock off @ fep & went for sheesha next. out of sudden, she & alvin surprised me with a cake which made me loss of words. tho' its belated but appreciated.♥
stayover @ J's for these two days. he startled me in e middle of the night, saying he heard something from outside. after checking, nothing happened. when i questioned him e next day, he cant remembered. made me paranoid only, ass.
bought ben&jerry & chips from 7eleven to watch some movie in e wee small hours, mad fattening. we slept so sweetly till evening. i love snatching his blanket away from him !! & leave him shivering down there. hehee

But u know, i really do love u SEXY! ^^

2010-03-24T23:55:00.005+08:00

with these two faggot

with these two faggot. ♥

waterfall with pat & luke. awesome!

J looks good with hat on :)

the prawn lovers.
more prawn pls.

an artistic shot of kph, taken by me. XD
dearie laughed until she fell onto the floor. LOL

kph's. she was thinking to buy me a vase instead which implying "nice to look but useless". thanks ah. haha

baoyu's.

love you girls.

baoyu's, kph's & soon's

here's J's!

ewww. but J love it.

we savoured them all.

sweettt♥
busy playing

♥

its kinda gay hahaha.

Hello two, bye one.

Officially 20. thanks everyone for everything!♥
i had a blast @ powerhouse on last fri night. We danced, we drank, we got high.
& sham, that faggot drunk. weakkkk la ..! ha
neeway, im glad to see them all.

Met up with Kph, Dearie & her Soon for steamboat on Sat. so dear of Baoyu to get panadol for me when i was having cramps on e first day :):)
soon drove us to esplanade to chill. took first bus hme from Woodland, all because of kph. LOL alright, she must be feeling bad enough already.
Laze @ J's on sun. Patrick joined us for Ajisen & caught "how to train your dragon", its kinda cute show. was supposed to go barrage on mon but
our plan was cancelled due to rainy day. what a bad day on my big day. so went town & had sakae sushi! been craving for so long. but there's only lil' variety of sushi @ orchard central.
wanted to stayover @ j's but i let it pass.

-Live in the moment♥

2010-02-27T21:00:00.005+08:00

When mind wanders ..

Supposed to study with babypris @ mos but we ended up chatting for hours.

maybe because of the presence of J. hahaha

& now, i've got no heart to do anything. HOW?

J went to PowerHouse with ken & co. im so lonely now. i miss J badly :(

2010-02-26T15:19:00.003+08:00

IM TOAST.

Begin to worry for my upcoming final exam. study session with pris tmr & sun with kph+baoyu. Oh fuckkkkk. I JUST FUCKIN' BURNT MY PANTS !!!!!!!!!!!! dont know why my goddamn iron gone berserk. mummy's gonna nag at me for sure. that totally spoilt my mood.

meeting tricia to town later.
till then

2010-02-21T23:29:00.012+08:00

KOREAN BBQ STEAMBOAT ♥

all concentrate on eating

what a blank look. hehe

SHEESHA

J blow-dry my hair & combed it so fuggin' straight.

Had Korean BBQ steamboat with J, Dearie, Kph, Alvin+Tricia @ haji lane ytd.

seeing those cooked food made me drooled esp. beef+pork belly.

J was busy helping me to cook & he ended up eating like only plain rice. HA

dearie & kph went off after shopped for awhile.

went for sheesha, tried bubblegum.

it tasted nice but throat felt abit werid tho'. headed back to J's crib to bathed & get changed. had a drinking session @ alvin's. the usual co.+ tricia joining us for the first time.

drank not much as i had to work today. damn sian

im glad that mummy had asked someone to take over me for my job.

im gonna have my rest from next wed. i never knew i'd feel so choked.

gotta start mugging soon.

2010-02-21T23:16:00.010+08:00

Our 3rd yr's anniversary ♥

17Jan'10 marks our third yr's anniversary.
Sad to say, it did not turn out as good as i thought it'd be. its a wrong timing to pick a fight. he got so vexed about his family issue & i got pissed off easily due to menses. bought a small cake & cabbed to his hse downstair straight after i knocked off. called him x11 without picking up, which made me mad sad. we made up soon after as i knew he tried his best to coax me. my heart still sink tho'.

Despite all these .. im pleased to say, we’re still very much in love.
We've gone through good & bad times.

im contented that he'd always try ur best to give me all that he can.
To trust, to compromise, to love someone so unconditionally, to not quarrel but to solve problems are what he've taught me.
4 yrs of friendship + 3 yrs of relationship. we share,grow,love together.
Our dramatic story started when we were in sec. back then, that poor boy was rejected by me x7. he was the best guy friend i'd ever had at that point of time.
we could talk on phone for up to six hrs or more, the endless topics we had. but, we slowly drift apart after he had found himself a gf.
a yr later, he looked me up when i was still working @ KP. we still talked like how we used to & he shared with me his probs.
& mths later, i knew my feeling for him slowly grew. i knew this couldnt be wrong. so this time, its the otherwise. i was the one who initiated everything. yes, its true. hillarious. that ass caught the hint but continued acting dumb when we were @ esplanade.
after a fuggin' longgggg hrs later, he finally popped out the qns, asking me to OFFICIALLY be his gf. LIKE SO FINALLY OKIE.
i even planned to make him asked me in sucha romantic atmosphere but it fuggin' happened inside a cab. WASTED. i felt like, SQUEEZING HIS NECK CAN ~! ha.

It feels good to think about the times.
All so dear to me still.

I love how he ..
tells me how much he loves me, every day & night.
give in to me most of the time.
call me again, saying he couldnt sleep as he misses me.
shows me dumb, retarded, silly expressions which make me laugh hard.
recalls & tells me those good o's times of ours most of the time.
gives a cute frowns when guys call/text me.

adores me.

Every single things he did make me loving him, inside out.

life's awesome with him around ♥

2010-02-16T23:30:00.008+08:00

Falling deeper yet getting sweeter.

A Juicy.C perfume from J for V's day. my poor valentine was mad upset. firstly, his plan is to get me 3 pressie to represent 3 yrs'. secondly, his plan failed as he intended to get a 24k gold rose but it sold out. thirdly, he got me the wrong perfume as i prefer sweet than flowery scent. HA. i can tell he was so mad at himself on that day. anyhow, its the thought that counts♥

another pressie we owe each other. i'll finish mine before we can exchange ;D

Had my reunion dinner @ hme. hit love's crib for round 2. cabbed to mount faber, celebrated our valentine's day+advance 3 yrs' @ sapphire restaurant. the giant wedges' nearly blew up our stomach. what a good ambience, nice scenery down there. & we spend most of our time looking into each other's eyes HAHAHA. okie, like dramatic only.

i was bored to tears @ 1st aunt's on sun. cny's getting major boring. it'd be better if every relatives gather tgt. me & J cabbed down to town to meet Pris&Liangjoo @ night.

had dinner @ Shokudu pasta. caught "Percy Jackson And The Lightning Thief". & the gossip girls cant gossip much with their bfs ard. HA

went to tim's for steamboat ytd. i think i really 've got dog shit luck this yr :( kept losing for almost every rounds.

time's running out- a wake up call for me to hit the books soon.

2010-02-10T00:20:00.004+08:00

Genie accompanied me to dream nailz, sis' bro-in-law. did speedy mani+pedi+french.

love webcam with me till i knocked off. hee hee (loved)

im very much looking forward to our anniversary. ah. im still cracking my brain how to deal with his pressie.

2010-02-08T23:59:00.006+08:00

You made me feel ...

disappointed.

how headstrong we can get.

yet, because of a small lil' issue, again.

genie last min accompanied me out on sun.

we met up ard evening and went home during middle of the night.

figgin' shagged on the next day!

but, its worthy cause i've gotten what i wanted.

dined @ f.i.s.h.

food was mad delicious there.

2010-02-02T16:03:00.018+08:00

We make it right.

Skipped school & work ytd. how terribleee. attendance's getting from bad to worst. J asked me last min skipped work as they intended to go theme park for the first day of opening @ Sentosa. its only available on that day & bl gotta bring us in to get the free admission. but something just have to be cropped up as wilson did not inform us early that it'll close at 3pm, by the time we reached it was alr too late. but our plan still carry on tho'. a lot of silly stuff like those dumb reaction and actions we did & our energy just being drained away. tired but great day! :)

my bangs' getting long. its kinda irritating, kept poking my eyes. so i had to cut it by myself.

2010-01-31T03:00:00.003+08:00

Lead me the way out.

Poor J 've not yet recovered from slip disc :( Get well soon boy.
finally, i can get some rest and start to pack/clean up my room tmr. mummy 've been nagging me since dunno when. skipped town and caught midnight- legion earlier on. totally sucks toes. supposed to meet sham&syah but ended up cancelled. i miss their nonsense. damn itchy mouth made me eat so much & my mood aint very good lately. probably menses might be knocking on my goddamn door soon.

i need my long hrs of beauty sleep now. tata!

2010-01-26T01:58:00.006+08:00

Re-born.

life's been so hectic for me that i can hardly have time to POOP.

F old+retarded lappy finally passed away. im in love with vaio but i've got myself a new navyblue babyA with superb processor which is perfect for love, for his gaming.

at least, i need not have to share lappy with bro again.

i gave all my time to J & lil' time for friends and family. i know i've to balance it up. i love the way he treats me now .. its just like how he treated me when we first started. im not saying that he's been treating me bad all along but, is way better than how it used to be. apart from looking me up at work and patiently waiting for me to knock off despite working so hard constantly, he also doting on me like im his only precious gem & never reject any of my request. every single lil' things he did is deeply appreciated, really.

ding tai fung with love, alvin&tricia on sat night. i hit it off with her immediately. happy to see alvin with her.

my dark circle's getting obvious. bah! i gotta sleep now.

Gd'night

2009-12-25T23:10:00.005+08:00

ugh. i look so fat here.

Our dirty lil' secret.

Half-day work at amaya. left at 630pm. rushed home & get dressed. went love's crib & hit clark quay next. waited for bl and his gf to come. after clock strikes 12, we headed off to nana. it was really crowded & we managed to find some empty seats. it aint really fun @ there that night. all of us went off early.
i can still remember the night we spend at ecp on last xmas day. the memory is still fresh enough that i could remember every single things; i nearly murder J with my singing voice at the tent. seafood supper is fab & his snoring hurt my ears so much hehee (he seldom snore actually). nothing can beats those good o's days, really :)

that night before xmas eve .. we had

STEAMBOAT !!! i've been craving for so goddamn long.

bff. heart her ;)

bro looking cute here eh.

After we are done with steamboat at bukit timah, reluntant xianjun drove us to changi to chill. laughed until i almost died @ starbucks. plenty of nonsense funny joke they had. reached home ard 3 plus.

boss was so good enough to ask me choose a set of lingerie as xmas pressie. & i picked the most exp and nicer of all !! hahaha neeway, i've been eyeing for so long. it was really nice to die for. plenty of things i need to do and get it done !! but ..

I'VE GOT NO TIMEEEE :(:(:(

2009-12-08T12:40:00.006+08:00

Take me with you ..

'v been working since last fri.

no sales at all. i guessed i'd be fired anytime if it continues like that. HAHA

but i feel so good working @ holland v ;)

things bet me and love are fine ..

he waited for me to knock off on sat and we headed to town to catch midnight - the twilight saga: new moon.

i love him much :)

so coincidence to lemme spotted PRIS. hahaha

im gonna go out with genie to get her pressie, shopping and shisha on sat.

gosh, my hair's getting worsttttttt.

i've to re-dye and rebond. wanna get it done like real SOON.

2009-12-04T02:30:00.004+08:00

Sometimes i wonder ...

if things are still the same as before or it slowly changes without us realising it. but deep down, we know there's definitely some differences. thats for sure. its difficult to build them up but easy to break them down. maybe im just imagining things. we're still doing good tho' :)
napfa test today. i nearly D.I.E.D
genie had cramps so she skipped it. everything ended ard 4 plus .. my waist is aching like hell now. fuck.
im pretty satisfied with the result cause i havent been hitting the gym since dont know when! i've to say, its so much better than last yr.

sit-up: 51
inclined pull up: 18
standing board jump: 176 i think?
short distance run: 11:03s
sit & reach: 36
2.4km: 11+ mins.

neeway, my S&R is so .. wtf. i know i know. but i've already done my best. AND im gonna sit back & relax cause everything's over! just looking forward to hols' .. guess it makes no differences for me cause i'll be working & working neeway. ha! meeting syah and co. straight away after my work. its sooooo late now. time to head to bed .. i bet im gonna be late later.

2009-11-28T15:04:00.015+08:00

Wave that smile away

#1. Firstly, so many things ponder my mind. i've zero idea where to start and who can i turn to.
#2. im the only one out of 4 successfully passed the interview by the ang moh lady boss. yeah. gonna start work either on next thurs or fri. amaya lingerie @ holland v 8)
#3. ytd, dinner @ cck with J > zu cao for supper @ toa payoh with sis. xianjun. zhijian > drove ard and had dim sum. max full!
#4. my shaker fries is back ♥
#5. few days ago, i brought bubble hair color. guess what color? Ash Brown. cant wait to dye with genie on mon.
#6. i really really loathe audit. so much so much. just 4 chapters, i cant even squeeze them into my brain. fuck it.
#7. am so fucking broke now. my pay delayed for super long :(:( fuckkkkk
#8. i wish mummy will get well. everything will be fine in 2 more mths. i'll be a good girl, really.
#9. skipped overnight cycling. sorry syah, i made no difference compared to the rest. but i've my reason behind it.
#10. sham's gonna go NS. we'll find someday to meet up be4 he enter. promise
#11. lastly, i want to spend more time with J ...

Tell me, we will make it through ...

2009-11-26T00:00:00.003+08:00

"cigarette lighter love song"

I know you're not asleep
I can feel you moving over there
You've been playing with the seam
In your worn out underwear

My lips are raw as hell
From biting on them just to stay awake
It's not like I'm gonna need them
You won't be around
To see them bleed and break

CHORUS

All...all that I do
Comes back to you
So I'll just think about you till there's nothing in my head
All...all I can do
Is try not to screw this up again
And just be friends
I'd rather be dead

I drove out of East Atlanta
With a headache the size of my car
I called to say that I was okay
Cuz i know how you are

I'm like a movie without an ending
You know I've got nowhere to go
And it makes me wanna throw up
To see you wanna give up
More than you'll ever know

CHORUS

Everything's supposed to have a happy ending
But the record keeps spinning and the needle keeps bending
Like the road I'm driving to the bridge that has no end
I wanna take back everything that I've broken
But the bridges behind me are burning and smoking
I guess this is the end

2009-11-22T16:58:00.011+08:00

celine. hui ting. me. pei zhen. anngee
allen. eng ann. david. yu chong. mao yuan. kalson. adrian.

Bounce bounce baby.

Attended Cedric's 21st @ halo bar. Celine was being sucha sweetie, really. she accompanied me throughout. not only she was afraid that i was being left out, she also afraid of me getting drunk .. otherwise she'll have a hard time explaining to love. ha! appreciated ♥

went to JP ytd. supposed to have facial consultation and treatment but there's a communication breakdown bet. me and that therapist. so, forget it. had sudden urge to cut my fringe while doing some self-shopping. therefore, had it cut at jean yip. best cabbed down to look for me after hearing how bored i got. supposed to catch movie but it was all full. its been long since i last seen him. the moment i saw him, he said "wha so long didnt see, ur head like growing bigger and bigger." nnb. i nearly whacked him till he faint on the ground ah. haha

went up to love's to pass something to his mum. er jie entertained me till he came back from town. maybe staying over at his crib tonight :)

feeling so sleepy these few days. gonna get some shut-eye now!

2009-11-20T02:14:00.008+08:00

What a bad day.

Accounts CA paper DOWN! was scribbled throughout so might be alil screwed up. damn. i was totally pissed off with this cab driver this morning. i was already in the rush and i think he purposely drove like 70km/hr? maybe even lesser. got empty lane he also dont wanna cut through. i doubt it makes any differences if i continue take train till bishan, i could have reached earlier by then. and nearly got me into an accident! cb, that part i told him off immediately. wasted 13 bucks from yishun to bishan. bah. enough said.

On a brighter note, celebrated er jie's bdae at marche on mon. their signature dish is rosti. tasted nice:) after finished eating, his mum took out a plastic bag which i tot she wanted to show me what she has got from her shopping. she then say its for me. i was rather taken aback cause its aint my bdae on that day and i received pressie instead. its actually because she couldnt stand me carrying the lousy wallet that J gave anymore.

RI wallet that J's mum and sis gave

just couldnt bear to throw it away tho'

neeway, felt so touched ;D and guilty. cause it's all too late min and not knowing what to get for both of his sis' bdae and parents' anni. gah

went to Boon Tong Kee restaurant at balestier road for his parents' anni celebration.
my stomach always become so bloated whenever dinner-out with them. Guessed my 3kgs can gain from there and i believe er jie shld be very happy. LOL :):)

2009-11-14T02:37:00.007+08:00

Fickle-minded.

chanel mascara tester that pris gave :)

"fuck you" tee that bro bought.

Town with J. i was mad when he made a rude remark of my outfit. i really dont think i looked werid on it :( in fact, i like it alot. different pple different opinion, perhaps? i dress the way i like, why shld i dress different style to make pple feel comfortable standing beside me while i dont feel comfortable at all? that would be so-not-me.

Oh well, skip that. so, he got me a dress (at least i like) and changed on the spot. i'll purposely dress awfully next time and have him to pay for my expenses heh alright, im not that bad. neeway, had Ba Kut Teh :) it tasted awesome! their service also pretty good. walked around for alil while. skipped 2012 cause he aint feeling well. poor boy .. shoo the fever and headache away. get well soon J
Genie gonna crash my crib tmr. study session ;)
19th accounts. thats shingz

we're different in some ways.
up and downs we've been through,
its seems impossible but its just insanely true ..
that i still have you.

2009-11-12T01:00:00.006+08:00

Never Say Never.

Sometimes we put up walls

not to keep people out

But to see who cares enough

to knock 'em down

Attended career fair at simei ite. bordom kills me bit by bit. skipped meeting love cause he slept till way too late and he even thought he slept for a day :( he's so gonna make it up to me by
bringing me out tmr hahaha.

im getting more lazy. not even feeling a single bit of stress abt the upcoming CA.
1 mth less is hol', yayness.

Putting on Hakubi Q10 mask.
alright, my face looks kinda funny but whatever ... my face's really smooth after removing it ;D
ha
thats it. Nighty all.

2009-11-09T02:43:00.002+08:00

I know what's worth fighting for.

me and pris' face are damn cui LOL.

yay. finally catch up with Babypris.
accompany her to home club to support Brenda. bought nothing there cause nothing caught my eyes zzz. saw quite afew of familiar faces. jonathan came and tagged along with us to town.
received so many unwanted stares, we've no idea why. made us feel so uncomfortable instead.
had dinner at Han's and gossiped.
oh. im so fugging loveeeee her cam. touch-screen and there's inner cam! really good ;)
went to look for J tho' had bad headache and felt so dead tired.
he spells me, love.

Earlier on, met up with pris to plaza.
several hrs of juicy gossip session, love it.
today is mon. im feeling the blues already .. im yet to clear the assignment.
ouhya, caught "paranormal activity". its was quite spine-chilling. but J dont like it hahaha :S
just had my supper/dinner. im gonna hit the sack like now!

i'd love to keep you close to me ...

2009-11-02T22:00:00.001+08:00

Self-imposed

Skipped school on last fri and today. im feeling feverish after the three days of work. and i've got a sore throat too, this kills.

work was fun when i've got nice company with me. bitch around and hide at some places to rest awhile. perhaps i'll get to see them on the next event which i dunno when .. haha
shio san is nice boss. he bought us starbucks and told me so many interesting places and whatsoever stuff the pple did at japan .. talking to him made my time passed really fast.

freebie that pple gave from other booth.

i took 34 samples of hakubi gel for genie whereas i've only got 20 for myself :( LOL
though having blanket all over me, im still feeling so cold. im gonna have a hot bath now.

i miss love badly.

2009-11-02T15:06:00.003+08:00

HALLOWEEN '09 @ NIGHT SAFARI.

Apart from the freakin' 1 hrs + near 2 hrs of queue and the heavy rain ... WE HAD A REAL BLAST TAT NIGHT!! :):)
had 1 hr of tram ride, its a pity that we were at the front. Cause most of the exciting part were at the back. its still fun nevertheless.
sis and i were discussing if we should dress up next yr. and u know what, she wanted to dress up as a pumpkin. so ugly! hahaha. and i saw the only one group of family dressing up as vampires. how cool.

had supper @ BB. my stomach gonna burst!
sis went off to meet her friend @ rebel.

xian jun drove us over.

so fuggin' lots of pple u see !!

spot the similarity?
he's realllllly cute! crazy professor
she's trying to imitate her.

lovely bro who paid for my expenses♥ hehe

more on fb!

2009-10-28T22:00:00.004+08:00

Mundane cycle.

Went for briefing ytd. and i saw those pretty babes whom im going to work with.
there's this girl who is very shy, talk to me also very nervous .. so cute la. haa

oh. i've finally planned where to have an advance celebration for sis on sat!
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HEHE. yessss, im going Night Safari on my halloween night! there'll be childhood friends,xian jun & even my bro are coming. its been so so long since the last time i saw them, goodness i wonder how much they change. it'll also be super rush for me, guessed i'd have to cab there straight after my work.

sentosa pics are all uploaded in fb. purely lazy to upload here.
goddamn miss J ....
poor boy is sick and he's struggling to study.
wait till he's free from O's, im gonna cling to him until he suffocates. HAHAHA
well, right now .. i'll slowly wait for his call.

Can.someone.tells.me.how.come.i.still.feel.so.fuggin'.sleepy.when.i.just.had.five.hrs.of.nap.
earlier.on?
im going to .... drop dead.

2009-10-22T23:59:00.005+08:00

That killer smile.

Went for fitting in the afternoon, for beauty product roadshow.
30th to 1st nov. there's a clash with sis' bdae celebration on sat. feeling alil troubled now cause everything was being planned earlier on. dammit. . im going to stay over at her crib tmr and the next day crash beach with clique to celebrate sham's belated! excitedddddd
im going to let the sun bake me, lemme have sun-kissed look pls! god bless:)

i think im a reeally good stalker .. im able to stalk that particular person on fb alr. heh
all thanks to genie -.- i've never been active in fb cause im very very lazy to do so. and whatever i wanted to post, i gotta think twice cause some pple is watching my every moves :)

J's O's practical today. Its a peanut to him like wad he says. haha

Goodluck love.
whatever you do,
i'll be two steps behind you.

2009-10-20T00:00:00.014+08:00

The five wishes.

Wow ... i hardly have time to accompany J, let alone blogging and online chatting.
my weekend was burnt.
working at raffles convention centre with genie. fiona. jiamin. iris. pei ting
the hourly rate was good! & its just three days. i LOVEEEEE working temp job :)
can earn pretty much just in a few days. great isnt it?
my job was so much easier than the rest of them tho' im the only one handling the bag section.
poor them were busy searching high and low for the shoe box at the shoe section. hahaha
its aint easy, really. so i gotta feel lucky enough.
genie didnt attend the last day of work due to an attack of diarrhoea. so sad

love came over to pick me up from work and we had hotpot culture.
we were so full that we had a normal meal. two steamboat soup, one beef and seafood set instead.
there was no eggs so i asked love to buy an egg from them.
the person gave us a stunned look then giggled alil .. she went to take and said she closed one eye. haha what an embarrassing thing, seriously.
love kept saying me dumb afterwhich but alright ... im not the one who asked neeway. LOL
skipped sw today and attended only 2 hrs of lesson. waste of my youth.
my laziness is acting up on me,again. this sem is fugging bored me out !! :(
i've got no heart to study. How? sigh

went to catch "Pandorum". its kinda complex but interesting.
my eyes can barely open now. thats all for now.

Hold me close, just like this ...
for you know i'll never let go.

♥

2009-10-14T02:00:00.007+08:00

Blown away.

Sometimes, jealousy kills.
its like history keep repeating.
no.of guy friends dropped. trying to restrict myself from getting close to them.
whenever problems occur, it aint easy to please bf and i'll get so mad instead.
on another hand, its damn contradicting.
if bf were to not bother, it shows he doesnt show enough concern.
which is pointless to carry on this relationship.
but im happy with the way we are now tho'.
its always better that someone could control me for my own goods more than his.

On a lighter note, headed to imm after school with dearie and kph.
daiso and gaint for some groceries and trying out those halloween and xmas thingy :)

from muji. nice! gonna get more next time.

LOL. i managed to grab it from baoyu's.

So glad my clique, girlf and etc are a bunch of entertaining peeps.
they always make my day ends with a smile.
i'd be fucking turn off by those who is really quiet, esp. with a tad-boring looking and loves pulling long face like i've owe them over $million. holycrap.
im blessed with pple i've around me.

ever since sch reopen, i can fall asleep right immediately i lay on my bed.
this is how sleepy and tired i get.
enough typing. gonna see my J tmr. its been two days since we last met :( hahah
nighty all.

2009-10-13T01:35:00.004+08:00

Happy Belated B'dae Babypris! =)

first day of school reopen was good.
its just the starting .. perhaps tomorrow onwards might be a torturing day. who knows ya?
but ... my timetable not so bad. am happy with it hehe.
syahril, selina soon, buddysham & ming wei came all the way down from their school to just look for me.
kinda surprised and glad cause i couldnt believe they're such a sweetie pie. (eww ~) hahaha
thanks ya pple.
headed off to play pool at parklane. went off to meet love afterwhich.

am gonna accompany syah to buy shoes as i promise and catching up with tim too.

ok. have got nothing to say already. so, bye.

2009-10-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

I'll choose you over and over again.

Skipped Nana cause couldnt find enough pple.
pretty disappointed, probably next time then.
Hit town at night. Had Botak Jones! freaking 24 bucks of meal made me felt super bloated!
i could hardly walk aftermath. like seriously, i just felt i've gained a few pounds there ...
wanted to play GuitarHero but it was all full. damn
headed to skate park to chill ...

his face is too hideous that he didnt want it to be shown. HA but the expression is the same as the one above!

he says tie my hair this way looks kinda jap. lol

he deserves a kiss♥

Caught "The funny people".
Okie-okie only. doesnt really like it .. 2 1/2 hr somemore. bah

its a killer to be home at 6am and sleeping till 4 everyday.
i have an awesome hol' this time!
esp. with my love one, J. superrrrrr loved :)

aww, school reopen tmr ..
three weeks hol' really flew fast.
well, my results aint good this time. hoping for the better result next sem.

im gonna see girlf everyday. HEHE

2009-10-09T05:30:00.018+08:00

Girlfriend-s is ♥

Met up with Dearie & Genie.
was supposed to catch a movie with Kph after we're done.
but she had something on .. too bad.
she might think its good cause she wouldnt have to help us with our shopping bags. ha!
Had dinner at Hongkong cafe.
Genie finally got her Topshop membership card after baoyu decided to buy a wallet ..
she was so fugging happy. lol
i have yet to get my C&K! someday, someday .. im gonna get it :):):)
esp. that classy wallet that baoyu spotted it which ... she shldnt have tell me la ~
done with shopping after buying cardigan, bodycon dress & nail polish.
felt so regret at that moment as i've passed my ATM card to J.
thinking for the better side, its safe to keep it with him.

Fareast afterwhich. walked all the way till Dhobby Ghaut to chill.
BGR;boyfriends. so many dumb actions we did down there.
i dared not post some of it here cause its way too fugly hahaha!
genie's was real funny.

pictures for the day;

think she purposely hide behind me so she'll look smaller. ha

sad
this is how she look when she's drunk. HAHA

my expression looked funny laaaa

we looked like some insane.

Lastly, our da tou tie! :D
love it :)

some freebies.

Tell you what, i've got too much things to rave on. but im getting sleepy.
but ..... seriously, my com is so muthafucking retard. whenever i shut it off and on again, it'll auto self-reformat. blogshop links, pictures, songs & etc ... GONE !!! wtf right?
totally useless thing. one day, im gonna destroy it myself when i've gotten a new one.
definitely not so soon of course.

7 hrs of Blackshot last night, im getting addicted. HEHE
less than 3 hrs .. im having breakfast with J. maybe we'll hit the lan later.
goshhhhh, i've got no enough time to sleep.
i felt so tired everyday.

im gonna pack my room now if not love will be in a shock.

2009-10-06T00:50:00.004+08:00

Maybe it's me. Maybe it's you.

We
Just
Think
Differently.

2009-10-05T02:58:00.001+08:00

You made me smile tonight. Let it run ......................

Ytd, was supposed to catch up with clique but last min back out. sorry guys :(
i made syah's disappointed and pissed, i know. Ha! i'll make this the last time alright?
Ended up, went to Clarke Quay with J.
its quite happening over there, its not as crowded that i've to squeeze through to get my way out.
something happened to him when we're walking around, made me fuggin' worried.
he tot he was gonna drop dead there. fug shit, its really very sudden.
fortunately, nothing happened after that.

and i brought him to nana, the thai pub which i went there once.
we explored clarke quay for nearly two hrs.
i was dumb can. i took cab there that time so have got no idea of the location.
luckily, he stored alot of patient and swallowed the anger.
while walking towards there ..

Me: Wow, i didnt know u've got so much patient for me leh. amazing ..
Him: Urghhhh, say some more im gonna burst already ...
Me: :S

we decided to go on sat again.
cabbed to cine, caught midnight "Surrogates".
creative and smart movie. not that bad.
cabbed to my place and J stayover.

he denied he snored in his sleep, i denied i kicked him in my sleep.

2009-10-03T05:12:00.009+08:00

Its colourful

im blogging and chatting on phone with J at the same time. HEHE
he's so busy playing his WOW. zz
good grief, im still hella awake during this wee hours.
too used to it alr and i just finished eating my maggie. so bloated and satisfied!

what bro said earlier on really made me ponder quite awhile.
now, i gotta CONTROL my spending power.
think i cannot associate myself with this word. am always outta control.
i shall not spend so much anymore.
Ok, maybe as not as much as before.
guessed i spend mainly on food :S and every wks new stuff in, money out. sibeh jialet know?
i gave my clothing to my cousins like every months cause im easily sick and tired of wearing the same ones.
mommy nags here and there.
i can feel her tiredness, her effort, her concern. i really do ..
somehow, i feel i cannot live off her for long.
my heart aches when she comes back home from work, looking so tired.
i told myself, i so gonna take care of the housework. thats the least i can do ..
not including cooking. i know im sucks at it alright?
well, maybe try to get a part time job if not cut down my allowances :)

Sidetracking,
seems like everyone knew their result by now .. which released on thurs morning.
but im still fugging know nothing abt it!
cause .. i lost my goddamn password once again. pissed!
second time leh. wtf, im going to jot down the new one on many piece of paper.
dearie and genie did very well, congrats!
im praying hard that i can pass well, at least to my expectation.

Buddy Hoagies with J. cheap and taste great.

meet up Pris, she gave me bikini and blusher that she bought at bkk. its cute.
J says the bikini looks like bra and panty. ha!
we chatted until midnight. so long didnt see her and we have got so much to share lol
PS: just try to find the feel back alright? :)

if you need someone, i'm just a dial away.

Happy bdae my swt lil' girl, Celine :)

2009-10-02T16:35:00.014+08:00

Bad Hangover

Powerh0use on wed- 30th sept.
pictures are piling up !!

i drank and i got drunk.
after drinking for the past two weeks, this is the terrible one that i've ever felt.
felt like throwing up but i couldnt :(
i knew J was fugging mad at me that night, for not answering his calls and texts.
He even came over my blk downstair to wait for me for several hrs.
i dont remember much but i knew im at fault. i made him got really worried.
but i could say, it was a fab night tho' i gotta left early. sorrie peeps
guessed every one of us was pretty much enjoying it.
yea, i do kiss pple when im drunk
moreover, im pretty high already. ha
it was fiona's bdae on that day.
happy belated bdae :)

2009-09-30T18:53:00.005+08:00

Mixed feelings

Missing J. sooo much. i hope he does so ..
less phone call, less SMS, less meet up.
im gotta be more understanding enough so he can be able to concentrate his studies.
i just need some hugs so badly ..... im sure he can read my mind.
i smiled upon seeing his name appears when my phone rings ..

Sidetracking,
Stjames with classmate of mine tonight.
gonna cast aside everything and have fun :)

2009-09-27T18:22:00.009+08:00

Chill-Out.

celebrated Kenneth's 21st bdae at The Chevrons.
poker, drink and sing.
Lynette came after she knocked off .. she empty stomach, drank on the rock ..
and that explained why she KO!
we cabbed back to cck, waited for her to be awake.
its my first time seeing alvin ong have sucha caring side .. taking care of a person. lol
Supper and home straight.

bdae boy takes them all!

lynette and an qi

all are trying to psycho him to drink

Town with love.
he was being irritated of how stubborn Lynette was when she was drunk.
when i say i dont want x3 he got pissed off easily HAHA
Then he lemme taste my own medicine on that day, wtf.
now, i know how irritating it is ..

Lynette and Retro came all the way down to look for us.
before that, we waited for very long & intended to buy lotsa finger food.
i had alil too much of cheesy hotdogs HEHEH. bo bian, my fav.
Had dinner at Secret recipe.
i went over to lynette's place first till the guys are done with their stuff.
on the bus, i realised my cam was left at the SR. HOLYYYYYY SHIT !!!!
i called love immediately.
& he ran down to check.my heart nearly stop beating when i heard him says its not there ..
he then says just kidding. WAH LAO, scared me to death.
i tot this is how fuggin' suay i can get.
perhaps just one step more, i might gonna lose it forever man.
Thanks god, thanks LOVE !!!!! love him SOOOOO FUCKIN' MUCH.

Had a long chat with lynette.
alvin and love say we can click so well is because we're equally dumb.
NAH, which is not true at all. LOL is there are many similarity bet me and her.
tho' she's younger than me 2 years, i can see she sounds and looks pretty mature :)
302 for supper until the guys are back.
went love's place for a quick shower cause the weather was so terribly hot.
i sweat non-stop like its free flow.headed over to alvin's hse downstair for drinks.
we shot abt 2 bottles of chivas, a bottle of mango absolute, 1 3/4 of volka.
wei lei drank most of it, pure. sibeh TENG
but afterwards he cannot take it anymore .. love and arron gotta dragged him home LOL

Retro's shirt logo. ha! birdman

back home 7 plus. dead drop!

i wish postman will arrive and surprise me with my parcels, that will made my day later ..

Lovin' you ...
24 hours a day, 7 days a week and 365 days of a year.

2009-09-25T03:00:00.016+08:00

Good times roll ...

interview for F1 job, failed. perhaps im only good for being a sales assistant but not a promoter. ha! well, i take things easily. not gonna be sad upon this issue. however, i learnt quite alot of things through there .. at least i know how i shld handle it next time. headed off to alvin's crib for dinner with love. lynette helped me dyed my hair red. not obvious tho' but i appreciated her effort and she sacrificed both of her hands, without wearing any gloves. poor girl, her hands gonna be very dry .. felt bad.

i've a sudden urge to shot a beer right now. urgh

supposed to go club with howard and co but didnt. too caught up.

let everything be on next wk!

kinda miss having fun with clique, pris and girlf.

we will catch up soon ..

Finally, catch up with sis. caught phobia2, disappointing. its aint scary at all but the last part is funny.

Empire State for dinner ..

her giant meatball spag.

my half slab pork ribs is goodddd

went to her workplace to have dessert.

eek, green tea. i say hers machiam like sai.

i met a pervert on bus while on my way home. luckily i have sis around. why am i always encounter such things. cb

Msn with her after we reached hme. she was showing me the ugly, funny and classic faces of her irving. she even cropped just the head and put it as her dp. lol then she dig out my old ugly pics which i dunno why she still have it !! fug shit, now i know she got alot.

nvm, i've found afew photo of hers in my lil' box!
every photo is the same face, same expression & same cheeseeee~!

so i dont need to show all ya.

look how big the differences is? she looks way cuter now, i like. HAHA

i hope she wont strangle me when she see this ...

2009-09-21T04:34:00.017+08:00

Melt everytime

Night-out with some old friends recently. having supper almost everyday that bro says i got too used to it already. ha! & YESSSS, im going to have my navel piercing done on 29th with Lynette. im sooooo fuggin' excited !!!! i wonder how it feels like. some tell me how muthafucking painful it is. some says it's just alil pain and a sharp Ouch. i doubt i will regret it by then since i've already made up my mind.

went interview with eugenie on sat.

window shop afterwhich and had a chat with Regina at her workplace.

my finds at Daiso, few days ago.
Strawberry flavour. mix it well with Meiji Fresh Milk. it tastes really good like milkshake. ☆

not the best pic i took. strawberry is the best choice out of every fruits for this.
Its mad delicious and easy to make. For the first time, love compliment me for making such edible food.
im gonna make the pudding another time. he promised to eat them all if i really make. HEHE
genie's geek specs!
Back to the 80'.

Its an awesome show! cant help laughing hard when there's this vibrating brief part. LOL. SHLD CATCH IT IF HAVEN!

forced love to try out my contacts
but like no different leh ..

hair is getting CUI day by day :( i'll still wait for it to grow long, get it straight and dye
though its like waiting for years.
now, just gotta endure with it.

managed to dig out this pic, missing this hair length of mine ..

meeting sis afterwhich.
Off to sleep!

2009-09-17T01:35:00.001+08:00

Happy 31 months sweetheart

♥

Some things will stay if you hold it tight.

Let it go, skip a beat, it might nv be back.

i believe ..

happy moments stay.

2009-09-14T01:45:00.006+08:00

You'd never missed out .. telepathy i'd say.

Had an advance b'dae celebration for Tim. so goddamn long didnt get to see him and he kept blaming me for being so heartless not to find him hehe. neeway, had dinner at pasta de waraku .. heard many interesting stuff from clemen, like eating deep fried silkworms and grasshoppers in thailand .. aww. that totally gross me out. never will i gonna try eating on them though they taste like crackers, like what other pple say. haha goodness .. and tim kept emphasized to ask me join them for the thailand and genting trip next yr. lol made me super gien. so most likely im fuggin' GOING.

Caught "Gamer", its a little too much bloody scene. its alright to me, just that we had difficulty watching it as our row was pretty infront :( did not exactly enjoy it. headed off to supper, some beadcurd and you tiao. si wei then drove me to look for bf .. my poor boy was bored out. lol

It always seem so hard to bid goodbye to him. he's smart, he'd always be the one who makes a fast goodbye and walk off. ha then he will accompany me talk on phone till i reached home. still not that bad!

Im getting my pay soon. hopefully in a few more hrs time !!

2009-09-11T23:10:00.000+08:00

When you feel raw like this ...

Pris should have reached thailand by then. Gonna miss gossiping with her badly.
i was telling her to get me something if not she'd better not come back. ha!
hope she'll have a safe trip then :)

Yesterday.
Alvin gave me a pair of jeans from April 77, which fuggin' cost more then 300 bucks + with that guitar pick!

He couldnt wear it anymore .. i told love that i felt guilty =/

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you wanted, it doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. Everyone loves differently.

Missing his presence, his irritating voice, his funny expression, his evil laughter.

2009-09-10T02:48:00.010+08:00

Nearly Out Of Breath

YAY. im freeeee from exams. was rushing like mad cows for last min revision before the hell gate open. i even forced myself to wake up in the middle of the night just to study all the way & i could barely open my eyes!

was so worn out that genie even said i looked like some walking zombie in school ha! i realized i'll always have pimple outbreak during exam period. WTF

gotta put on mask more often already :( now i know, i've got a great bro.

he really patiently explained the biz law to me & able to tolerate me for asking so much questions.

on that day, he called to ask if there's anything im not sure of. but it was too late, i only gotta realise after everything is over. i hope that i wont disappoint him though.

dearie came all the way to boonlay to study with me and kph without hesitation & despite staying so far away

♥

10 topics of biz law, driving me nuts.

super serious one.

i was telling her to do her own stuff & ignore me & she really did! urgh ~

♥

act one hardworking only. HA

the face she gave when i always trying to irritate her HAHA

Back view Vs Front view.

I cant wait for the day we shop till drop! get a membership of C&K whereas genie gets her topshop membership. HAHA very soon very soon.

i missed soon's belated bdae last wk. made me felt alilllllll guilty & i'll make it up as promised.

Lemme roughly think back what i did for last wk .. ah! love brought me to have Sushi Buffet and went for a swim with celine & her lil'bro. he's indeed a very cute boy HAHA

Overnight at her crib together with love, had supper & had pillow talk till almost daybreak.

one day, after having breadfast with love's family,

i was ready to go to donate blood with them for my virgin time.

then this lady asked me to stand on the weighting machine she said i cannot donate blood as my weight isnt above 45kg.

i may faint on the spot or maybe die of loss of blood hahahah okie. i made it up myself. so, they keep asking me to eat more & gain 3 kg by dec. LOL i enjoyed seeing them do instead :p

Caught 3D G-force just now. Rather cute but doesnt really like it.

Shagged. i think i'd better have 12 hours of deep sleep now.

2009-08-30T13:49:00.003+08:00

Friday, 280809

Sakae Sushi + FINAL DESTINATION !!

It was extremely gruesome. So glad that love was willing to catch it with me cause i knew he dislike this so much hahaha. goodnessss, the escalator part fuggin' left me the most memorable one & i felt alil nauseous afterwhich. Still, thumbs up!
Celine went off early to meet her bf and i went up to love's crib. rest awhile and have supper :) cabbed home.

Saturday

Met up Prisssss to do some study at MOS.
but we ended up doing only two questions of costing during the 4 hrs =.=
As usual, gossip session and some dark secrets HEHE
somehow, these few days have no study mood at all . Die Die Die :(

I've no idea why i look so kiddy here but i felt so sister feeeeeel BABY HAHAHA

2009-08-27T20:16:00.006+08:00

Buying time

Dearest J have been treating me so good these days. kept me accompany for three days straight. feeling so loved. but there goes my exam revision lol
& i fuggin' found my ring after a mth! all along, it was hidden inside my pillow. ~.~
just how the hell it went inside? im not gonna take it out, anymore.
Now, he's feeling odd to wear his' back again. ha! however, i dont feel so.

Today, accompanied howard & co. to swimming complex during break.
they only swam for less than fifteen mins and it started to pour heavily.
we were stucked down there and decided to run under the rain to return for costing. damn, the distances is so far apart .. what a dramatic scene. & genie stepped onto the water, caused half of my skirt to be drenched :(

not a bad day afterall.
Sleepy mode. gonna hit the sheets before i KO.

2009-08-23T16:58:00.011+08:00

i wanna freeze the time whenever im with you

Busy period. got a job at the Novus Restaurant introduced by yong jian. me and eugenie decided to give it a try since we just have to work three days. first day of work on fri, both of us were fuggin' late for half an hr due to the traffic jam! damn. i nearly need CPR at that moment when i saw the long stretch line of cars moving only alilllll bit! so panic and pissed. luckily manager didnt told us off. the place is astonishingly nice! the ang mohs are all friendly as well. ha

love came to look for me after i've knocked off. he got really pissed cause after half an hr later, he still couldnt find where the national museum is. was trying to lead him the way on the phone and we ended up quarrelling. wasted so many time and we made it up soon after. have supper and caught midnight,"The Proposal". it was so sweetttt. cabbed home and i had only four hrs of sleep.

next day, last day of work. genie spend on cab fare again. lol think her pay is wasted alr. felt really shagged though is only five hours. plus, im wearing heels walking to and fro. its pretty tiring and i regret so badly :( i've never liked F&B job before. one good thing about being a waitress is time passes really fast. thats wad i like .. rather than u keep on looking at clock wondering how long more u can knock off. the experience isnt as bad as wad i've thought. so, im satisfied with it. yay

went home to have a nap and last min met up love to catch midnight,"where got ghost". doesnt live up to my expection. bah im looking forward for "the final destination" to release !!! its 3D, i bet its gonna be fuggin' exciting show. love doesnt wanna catch it with me :( neeway, after movie .. had macD, some heart to heart talk. got to know more about his ex. im curious but at the same time feeling so sour deep down. it looks like she just seems so perfect in his eyes. he's funny, he kept on telling me that its only memories that she left and assuring there's nothing else. a big hug he gave to end it :)

wasted so many time here. im gonna burn a day tomorrow. one day of work at esplanade and i'll be waiting for my pay! so, im going to start my studying. hopefully can get my fuggin' thick sheet of acc done by today.

and ya, i so wanna get a navel piercing .. i couldnt make up my mind!

2009-08-19T18:39:00.011+08:00

Read me, read you more

Felt really beat. beginning to feel the stress esp when the exam days are drawing near. miss foo told me i did well for this ca. chp 1 to 3, how difficult can it be? but what about the upcoming major exam? i can sense its aint easy at all. chp 1 to 10 including the cases & all. as for acc and costing, im trying hard to catch up. i dont wanna be the one lagging behind .. it doesnt feel good. now, just wanna concentrate and get everything right into my head. bah. i dont wanna get screw up, i wanna get what i want in the end ...

love is so moodly lately. goddamn worry for him.
everything will be fine ..

khit teung mak mak,
chan rak khun :)

2009-08-17T19:06:00.007+08:00

Happy

Two & a half year

♥

2009-08-16T02:25:00.010+08:00

There's plenty more to go

Friday; 140809

Biz law CA was easy !! :D glad that i can remember what i've memorised. evening, met up a online seller at PS who was supposed to meet me at 6 & she came half an hr later. made me kinda pissed. waited for eugenie at the same time then headed down to Ion. daphne came to look for us & went off after awhile. got myself a bag from topshop. ah, i fell in love with another one tho'! gain a free notebook from the luckydraw machine. off to wisma, F21. got a dress for ourselves.

bought some colourful macaroons, alil surprise for our bfs.

Hong kong cafe for dinner, the manager there is very friendly :) had cheese baked spaghetti and jap mochi. sooo fuggin' full that i couldnt even get my butt up! skipped meeting love cause it was too late after we finished our meal. caught last bus home.

Today

Looked for bf, bin lun joined us too. we went all the way to redhill to eat the seafood down there. super long didnt get to eat !! the taste of the stingray is still as awesome. extremely spicy but it tastes heavenly with that sambal chilli. hahaha. damn. im drooling again.

neeway, we were talking about how high-tech the handphones are in japan compare to spore's and bla.bla.bla. then that idiotic bf of mine said there are alot of high-tech thingy in japan, recently they also invented teleport machines. my immediate respond was "REALLY MEH?" then i gave him a werid look. he laughed out loud la. wtf, he really fucking gave me the serious look while saying that so confidently. felt so dumb for believing him :( hahaha

im going to cut fringe or maybe whole head later. cannot take it already, just wanna have a nice and longer sleep.

till then

2009-08-11T22:33:00.007+08:00

Too lil' time

Catch up with jia ytd. headed to JP. tried macaroons at icing room .. tasted sour & kinda like medicine. its really good to look at but totally not to my liking. had ajisen & due to my cramps, i've loss of appetite .. i could only managed to eat half of them :( how wasted.
yea, like what she said .. its just not my day. ha

now, going off to memorize law. bobibobi, i can remember everything on fri!

2009-08-10T00:25:00.004+08:00

Moodswing. So down. I cant stop binge eating right now.

2009-08-08T23:13:00.001+08:00

Build to last.

Saw kerene ong when she's abt to board the train ytd. i quickly grabbed her hand in and she gave me a startled expression. so funny, her face still as birdy la :X lol its been long since i last seen her. had a short chat. she updated me so many stuff. kinda shocked and disappointed upon hearing it .. its not her. however, its another one who changed. mayb she aint the old her we know anymore. its good enough if she's really happy in this way then.

Digressed. somehow .. got to contact back with old friend, wee li :) pri sch and tuition bestie eh? so surprised that she was searching high and low for me. so moved indeed haha.

Heading nowhere today. was supposed to force myself to study whole day. and guess what?! im blogging, bloghop, msn, watching show online. muti-task again cause i can never concentrate on one. well, i think i'd better shut down this useless com immediately.
before i go, i wanna whine about something. i really loathe my phone for now like seriously!! after repaired, its still NOT okie. it took awhile for me to ans one's call and to make a call. lag like one retarded.
PS. dearie, u're lucky that u didnt get this shitty phone.

im going to seek for some comfort already :( bye all.

2009-08-07T01:47:00.011+08:00

Every little things, keep them close to you.

Sch - its just so hardcore. lazy pple like me, talk like nobody biz if not let my mind wander. that explains why i can feel the stress is coming on my way. know nothing much about accounting and costing's new topic. its so fed up when i tried doing those qns .. still, i couldnt get it right. but thankfully, eugenie's always there to help me out .. by lending me to copy her work! HA! moreover, she did teach me how to solve it as well & i did re-do everything on my own, I SWEAR.

im so gonna be dead. biz law on the 14th .. final exams on sept 7. 8. 9

shoot me right on my head please?

i think i need some retail therapy real soon.

Caught "G.I.Joe" ytd. wasnt really nice.

im getting so irritated, now. my com is getting slower each day. it fugging took ten mins for my webby to finish loading. i bet sooner or later, it gonna crash a.g.a.i.n

Neeway, did some housework before mum returns home. nothing much actually. just swept the whole bloody house & i felt so proud of myself already! okie, this is not the main point. i was clearing the trash in my room and i found a box ..........................

which contains damn lotsa memories in it.

i found the SHE concert which wee leong sponored me 2 years ago & not forgetting the lil' piggie which tim gave.

ZOMGGGG. my fuckin' nerdy hairstyle when im like pri 1? well, laugh for all u want.

refused to return it back to love. kept it for like a year. look how yellowish it turned!

forever memorising even when im still a sales assistant. i enjoyed it tho'

those love letters, bdae, christmas & other cards/notes that i received made me felt so heartwarming :) i enjoyed reading them all over again. it was really cheesy back then.

esp. the cards which stella & kerene made. all those real feeling from deep down, moved me so much still. thats when we used to be so close together.

Missing J already. he just made my toes laugh :)

cant wait to meet him later!

2009-08-02T22:00:00.008+08:00

Never again.

Love came over to my crib. i could only say, he's just too sweet to resist HAHAHA. Before he came, he continuously send 20 over sweet msgs & ended off by saying, "now i felt its so mushy .. can open door for me?". i smiled. & out of nowhere, he sprayed something on me. i then realized .. its the chanel perfume haha. love him the max

mummy is away till tomorrow then she will be back :(

gotta do everything all by myself. neeway, its so hardly that i'll miss her nagging also.

you tried to make the best out of everything.

i.feel.you..

2009-08-02T03:34:00.013+08:00

Let's just peace out.

Just some random shots while waiting for love to awake.

waited for four hours and we finally set off at 5pm. i've got back my phone .. it looks totally new after i changed a new protector screen. food hunting session. tot of eating marche, i have never eaten before .. only can drool upon hearing him say how awesome the food are. we ended up in sushi tei. its a super long queue ... glad that we went in before my patience was running low. when one is famished, one will most likely tends to have short tempered. ha
& he is being such an assss, was talking till so enthusiastic then he suddenly fed me his food with WASABI to shut me off. ew

the grill scallop with mayonnaise sauce is niceee~

not forgetting my fav sashimi.

i still think sakae is my full time fav though. Caught "the hangover". it was fucking F-U-N-N-Y, seriously! was laughing non-stop throughout.
last train home again.

a big argument we had this time round. mostly my bad, my stubborness always get the better of me first. its true .. when it comes to this, i have no idea how to console & most importantly, give in to him. cause i feel that most of the time im always right until i really do some self reflect later. was pondering about those sentences he said for hrs ... & somehow it slaps me awake. for some things, i really bother too less which makes me turn a deaf ear. its real bad i know .. i just feel like i aint a good gf after these two years. but im not totally heartless .. i do feel the ache when i know i nearly lost someone so important. maybe thats when pple get to know how to cherish each other more? thats funny. now i realized, why dont we make each other life easier?

peace.blissed.loving

how wonderful isnt it? :)

2009-07-30T23:50:00.003+08:00

Supposed to have 3 days MC from tues till today but i was ill at the wrong timing :( Still came to school ytd for the last day of preparation for the Costing Ca today. thankfully, it wasnt hard for me .. phewww !

Just taken my medication & issit my lack of sleep or the effect is fast enough to make me feel like im floating ...... right now?

ah. my bed is really calling out for me .

:))

2009-07-26T22:46:00.006+08:00

240709

Headed out with love to marina & suntec. he got me a C&K wallet ;) spend 50 bucks on food. we were looking at the pictures we took in the past .. he was saying how innocent i used to look & how come he will like the fucking nerd me. *roll eyes* he doesnt look any better than me okie !! caught "fighting" & it was oh-so-boring. took last train to kranji. the journey was so long .. a small arguement we had, made the atmosphere so cold. back to square while cabbed back home.

250709

Happy Belated Bdae :)

Ktv. Cine for pasta mania. saw mandy with her mum & sis :) felt headache & sore throat afterwhich. skipped cck. was feeling so unwell that i removed makeup, bath & off to sleep without drying hair.

we bought a small green tea cake which she dont like . ha

sham's ugly hat

such a troublesome faggot.

aiseh ~ break dance lol

his stomach is fucking big i swearrrrrrrr hahaha

*touch touch* pls ~ give us strike 4d !

i was trying to be the centre of attention ! ignore the rest at the back haha

f-retard lol

damn syah. always like to add something into my soup !

Enjoyed alot with you guys :)

260709

Sick. Sleep throughout the whole day. met up bf & his mum to plaza.

ahhhh shit. i just remember i haven started revising my costing !! gonna start later on. boohoo ~

2009-07-22T23:55:00.005+08:00

Happy B'dae LiPing :)

School was kinda fun. my touchscreen phone gave me trouble recently. i can only make or ans a call .. how terrible. after school, eugenie accompanied me to vivo :) That's the nearest LG shop located down there. im gonna wait for a wk to collect it & worst .. everything in my phone will be erase ..

Shopped around .. she managed to get a high waist skirt at Zara, i felt so great to tempt her in buying things almost everytime .. when i got nothing at all HEHEHEE. somehow, our energy were being drained away. its a long long journey home for her .. so, very much appreciated babe! Back home, digged out my spare phone to use . who knows the batt cannot be used anymore, rushed to plaza to get a new one. its so troublesomeeeee. luck ain't with me, really. i nearly trip & fall over this morning . some fuggots walked past me & started giggling at my back . wellll nvm, i'd also do so if i see someone in my situation cause i know its hard to control when you see someone with funny action & expression.

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Do check it out & support it as well :)

2009-07-22T01:33:00.003+08:00

I think i shouldnt have gave this suggestion in the first place laaa

just merely wanted an opened surprise from love for the next monthsary only

now, he's using this to make it as my punishment for losing the ring ..

How am i going to find 99 different languages of " i love you" and pronouns them all correctly !!!!!!!

this is madness . this is what a mad person can think of ..... seriously.

ah. wait. why am i saying myself?

whatever ..

i'll prove it, thats it!

my phone is sot

getting irritated .. can.

Okie, till then .